decondition like your life depends on it *because it does*

I don’t know about you, but I was raised hearing a lot from others about how I am. a lot of opinions, reflections, projections, comments, definitions, and other mind trips, some of which came from people aiming to be good parents (teachers, authority figures). this is because many humans were conditioned to believe that good parents look at their children and deeply consider and analyze their children, and then maybe find (or see) problems if there are problems (or even when there are not), and then maybe focus on the perceived problems even more, and then maybe (always) the problem becomes bigger. so, focusing on the perceived and assumed and projected problems makes them grow, distort, and obscure the person’s true nature. and do we even know the origin or nature of the projection or problem? is there one? do children exist in an isolated environment or are they surrounded by conditions and conditioning and energies and thought forms that are not theirs? 

in such a reality, sooner than later, the being becomes a person who is just a collection of other people’s opinions which come from their conditioning. and you see now the central issue facing humanity, and why adults blindly follow what they are told - controlled and feared into being. but this is just the way it is, right? who am I to question it? how could I have such audacity of inner authority and non-conformity? well, I could give you a million reasons but that would be pandering to the social norm of explaining and justifying one’s reason for being, and that is not my path. I am here for the sovereignty revolution.

we have all probably experienced external conditioning to some degree, whether from our families or what society told us to think - told us who and how we are, then told how we should be, what we should be doing: “don’t do this, do that, don’t be like this, be like that, this is wrong, this is right, this is how it is done.” that is the world that we have been in. and for the past 400 years, during the cross of planning (see: precession of the equinoxes placement, and global cycles in human design), we have been under the energy of shared agreements and conformity and deep social contracts: “you do this, I’ll do that, this is how we do it.” I suppose there must have been some evolutionary benefit to having outer authority accepted and followed as a condition of being human. 

and now it is clearly against nature and human interests to follow outer authority. the thriving of nature, including and especially humans, will require a full knowing and following of inner authority. this is imperative. the compass inside you points the way for your unique evolving tree. the external does not know and cannot even imagine what you could be. you are a one of a kind tree of evolution. imagine being a tree. of course you are affected and conditioned by the environment. but first, there needs to be some being in existence and that being grows from the seed that becomes the tree, and the tree is who you are. the weather, the soil, the water, the air, the sun, they flow in and out and become integrated in the being. as do the energies from the other trees - just like people conditioning each other. but the core of you, the center of you, the authentic you, is the seed that grew into the tree, the evolving tree. that is who we each need to be, for the good of us all.

everyone needs to be the design of the tree that they are. it is not for a tree to look at another and say that there is something wrong with it. does a fruitful apple tree look to an oak tree with its acorns and say, “what’s wrong with you? you’re not juicy and red.” and does the oak reply, “what’s wrong with you? you’re not tall and mighty.” I believe they do not have such absurd and withering exchanges. they help each other through their diversity. they make each other stronger. in their differences they contribute to the vitality of elements that keep them alive! they are not meant to be the same. if we were all the same, if we all followed a walking tree (human) saying that everyone should be like them, “one way, this way”, then humanity would cease to exist within a generation. we need diversity of thought. we need diversity of soil and soul. we need diversity of DNA. we need our vast differences. it makes it hard to get along, yes. and it is what allows life to exist.

so, it is imperative in this time right now to find the path within that leads back to inner authority. the path will be covered in conditioning and obscured by sharp brambles and crowded with walking trees that say, “turn around, go back to being comfortable, conditioned, and conforming.” but you know that was a false reality because you know you are not an oak tree or an apple tree, you are a ginkgo, you are a living fossil, and the ancient future. you are the tree of remembering. you are a one of a kind being. you have your own branch on the tree of evolution because you are a unique human tree, evolving nature. and people can point their fingers and say you are not like everyone else, and you can reply, “thank you for recognizing. it is my life’s work to be me and to clear out all the false illusions, projections, definitions, and opinions of outer authorities. they know not what it is to be a ginkgo who remembers inner knowing.

fear is without life force. trust and love is where vitality springs forth. teach children to trust and love their inner knowing and to feel safe within their own being, so they can truly be free to be as nature intended. the alternatives are void of life. and we came here to live!